Blunt force trauma from Henri Nouwen.
It would be foolish to think we can compete with God. In being right about things. In not doing any of the wrong stuff. In being the right person, of having good theological understanding, or of having the right vision. But the more I think about it...Wow.
Dietrich Bonhoeffer had a piece about [falling in love with those around you] vs. [falling in love with your personal vision of community]. One creates community wherever you go and the other kills community wherever you are. [pick one].
As I sometimes struggle with my vision of my personal relationship with Christ and how I sometimes sin in my competition with God; I realize what sustains me is your relationship with Christ. Your prayers for me. Your presence with God. Your willingness to be the place where "God's Spirit who prays" (p. 110) for me is what leads me to fall in love with God again.
So my willingness to fall in love with those around me--to be fully present with those who come into my office, sit at my kitchen table, walk with me to Subway for lunch, or hold my hand while we pray--is what sustains them during their times of struggle?